The warm holiday has arrived. I wish all mothers a happy Mother's Day. Since the last time I shared, I have received many experienced mothers' prayers and advice, which has touched me deeply and I am truly grateful. As I feed my baby in the middle of the night and gaze at their innocent face, I feel the cuteness but also experience an indescribable fatigue and unease. I often question God whether I truly deserve to have a child, considering my own shortcomings and uncertainties about the future. Besides not providing the baby with a healthy body, he still cannot get medical insurance and go back to the hospital for a thyroid recheck. Although I feel ashamed, I think of everyone's care and God's guidance. I must stay strong and move forward, finding direction and strength in this new role. Once again, I wish all the beautiful and wise mothers here a happy Mother's Day. You are my best role models.
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